Bring It On!

First let me say thank you to all my new followers! You all are awesome. :)

I haven't been updating my blog that much because I'm going through a phase.  I don't know if I can call it a low phase?  All I seem to do is think and sleep.

It's time I do something about my current situation.  Find something rejuvenating to do.

Like gardening.  I would love to grow my own tomatoes, lettuce, mint, spring onions etc.  That would give me a sense of purpose and achievement.  I need that right now.

Next, it'd be cooking.  I hate cooking!  But I'm willing to learn for the sake of my hubby.  He likes it when I prepare his meals.  Even if the food don't turn out right he'll eat it.  Poor thing.  I remember how he got jealous when I made my dad some potato and beetroot salad a la Mauritian style.  Hubby was really riled up because I've never made him any kind of potato salad! Then he got upset when my mum fed him briani and he liked it so much.  He thinks I'm depriving him of good Mauritian food.  But he knows I can't cook! So spending more time in the kitchen would be a venture I'm inclined to step into.

And in turn, hubby HAS to take me to the library!  I haven't read my kind of books in a long, long, long while.  I'm hoping that the local library's shelves would be racked up with my preferred genre of books to quench my literary thirst!

I've kinda given up on the weight issue.  Not that it's no longer an issue.  It still is and I'm taking baby steps towards that goal.  Gym is no longer on my list.  Controlling my food portion for every meal has become an important aspect in my weight loss programme.  I'm even skipping breakfast every other day.  (Yea, yea, yea.  Skipping breakfast is not good, yada yada yada...stuff it)

And the last thing on my to-do list is to keep my distance from people.  From real life people.  I believe in the "Familiarity breeds contempt" adage.  Recently, I've been hating on everyone I've met and been given the time of my day.  If they don't abuse your generosity they violate your privacy.  Don't take my kindness for my weakness.  Good thing I've turned into this cold-hearted, Ice Maiden bitch.  You well deserve it.

Funny thing happened last week.  I was watching this Bollywood movie, What's your Rashee?, and I could actually relate to the Libran woman - cynical, aloof, smug and unapproachable !  (I'm a typical Libra and no I seldom believe in horoscope!  Hubby is truly my knight in shining armor.  *sighs*)  That kinda shocked me.  And dragged me into another self-analysis spin.

Anyway, self-improvement would be the order of the new year 2010.  Call it determination, resolution, purpose or whatever - I'm ready!

Bring it on!