This morning I woke up early and not bright.
From what I can recollect I've always embraced each new year with excitement. It has always given me hope for tomorrow. My expectation for 2010 was the same until last night. Searching deep within for the usual annual excitement, I instead found despair. Plus fear. 2009 was a quiet year for me, with nothing much happening.
I won't let year 2010 be a repeat of the past year. I will gladly take on the struggles, the conflicts, the confusion, the pain, and other tribulations that come my way. I will savor each happy moment I find. I will love with all my heart. I will smile even though I'm crying inside. I will hug myself when it rains. I will take in the sun with open arms. I will appreciate each and every blessing I'm bestowed upon with.
That's a promise I make to myself on the 1st day of the new year.
I feel different. Something shifted last night.
How will I deal with it? Only time will tell.
But deal with it I will.
Here's to the world - may God bless each and every one of us.
11 Comments:
maybe its just a temporary little funk. it'll pass. i hope you have lots of happiness in 2010 sweetie :)
awwww... yeah 2010 is simply gonna be awesome!!
Thanks and Happy New Year!
P.S. I am very happy to have got to know you this year... uhmm I mean last year... and I thought I'ld tell you! ^_^
I like the thought, and I agree, but I do think 2010 will be a great year, better than 2009!
Loves
Oh, I am happy for you, I like hearing you declare how you will handles things better this year. I support you in spirit!
Secretia
I hope 2010 is a great year for you!
hey hi :) i know i've been kinda away lately..haven't had time to blog at all.. lol :)
best wishes for 2010..happy new year :) enjoy and have fun :)
God Bless You :)
cheers :)
2010 has to be better than 2009 or I might have to shank someone. Because 2009 sucked. For me, I mean. Maybe not for everyone, but this comment is all about me so whatevs.
I'll be honest, I'm new here. But I aim to visit more often and not be some net lurker.
I hope your 2010 is everything you want it to be. If for any reason it’s not, seriously, don't worry about it. Everything works out fine in the end.
Happy New Year buddy!
Sad to hear 2009 wasn't as good as you hoped, but with a new year is like a fresh blank page!
Thanks for the comment, have been very busy lately with work and haven't had the time to blog or visit other blogs
hope you've had a good xmas! :)
Thank you all for the wishes! :D
Hello! Hope you are having a good year so far. I came across your blog through Angele's.
Happy New Year... (for the rest of the year anyway :D)